It’s 4 am and I’m awake. I could go to sleep, but I’ve decided to stay up at least until the movie I’m watching ends. Having napped earlier in the evening might be why I’m still awake. My mind simply won’t quiet down; it’s filled with thoughts about trivial matters, future plans, and concerns about cancer that may be diminishing or advancing (hopefully the former). I wish I could quiet my mind and allow it to rest.

This week is shaping up to be hectic. I have plans for coffee with my friend Andrew, a trip to the city to visit my son and browse some game and comic stores, a doctor’s appointment, and treatment later in the week. My schedule is full for Thursday, Friday, and Saturday.

I am looking to collect comics from various creators at New York Comic Con to get them signed and displayed on my wall. I’ve never been keen on selling my collectibles; they are treasures I hope to either pass down to my son or donate to a library. Additionally, I’m interested in acquiring commissioned artwork or sketches, although transporting a large volume of items back to Canada poses a challenge.

As my 60th birthday swiftly approaches, I find myself in a quandary. The prospect of senior discounts is on the horizon, yet mentally, I feel as youthful as a 15-year-old. There are moments when I yearn to reverse the clock, to revisit and refine past decisions. Nevertheless, I recognize the need to embrace my reality and press on.

I am finding that I am actually getting tired so, I probably should go to bed. Have a wonderful day and find joy and happiness in all you do.